Hey angels, I am currently at my desk, I have jazz playing and lit candles to set the mood. Most of the time when I think of my future, I have this light feeling in my heart and an immense amount of love and peace in my soul. Somehow this knowing that everything will work out for me, and maybe a smidge of hope when anxiety sails in. I think of the future a lot. Where will I be, with who, doing what, feeling what emotions. I fantasize about my home, surrounding love, my hobbies and work, and it's almost every day I tell these stories to myself in my head, curious on whether it may come true or not. I am called to it, drawn to a life that is in my full control and one that could possibly happen, and something about that sparks excitement within me. I give these stories even more life by building and customizing them on Pinterest. The interior / exterior of my home, what life will look like at different ages, what will I be wearing, etc. etc. I am more than sure you get it haha.
But I don't just make these silly boards just to decorate my fantasies. I do it with intention, because I want it. I feel what feels like an overlapping connection with myself, my future, and the universe. I make it known.
Though of course I can't sit back and watch everything unfold, I have to put effort in. And even now I'm a couple steps in, which I'm really proud of as someone who struggles to do anything. I have to remind myself that nothing will happen if I don't do anything.
Which also reminds me, but also not lol, I make jewelry ! Kind of off topic but I'm going to start selling stuff once I make enough pieces and I wanted to know if you guys were interested :) If so, I'll link my Depop here.
Well, that is all for now, I'm very tired.